Hello 2014!

Had an unofficial half day of work on new year's eve, ended at 1 pm ^^ After that, went to bugis to meet sijia, jiayuan and zhixue for lunch at MOF and did a bit of shopping! Then went Marche to meet zy for dinner, I was so full cos of the super late lunch so I didn't eat much. Felt like puking and was so sleepy to enjoy the dinner, but he didn't say anything and only encouraged me to eat more. I was such a bad dinner partner oops :/Went to walk a bit around orchard after that then in the end headed back to his place cos he said his place could view the fireworks. Turned out the view was obstructed :( and I kinda regretted not going to riverfront to watch the fireworks but I should be thankful that I had his company to watch the countdown this year right!Supposedly its 1314 (yi shen yi shi). No idea why I keep feeling this tinge of disappointment for not getting to watch the fireworks though :( Today is off day from work ^^ Had a good sleep but was supposed to go to his house and run together but he just told me his mum invited her work colleagues so I don't think I will be going over! Feels like a lonely new year's day and I didn't party last night, so wasted :( Well, just hope that 2014 will be a good good year please even though it didn't start with a BANG!

In the end I went to play tennis with yb hahah damn random and spontaneous but it was quite fun! Glad that I didn't lose touch with all my tennis skills and he said I played way better than expected for someone who didn't play for years alr! On a side note, love is as fragile as life especially seeing how many love stories end up with people being heartbroken etc. With that being said, it is no wonder how frightened I get when I realise how used I am to having teddy in my life. Hope we will have a happy ending! <3

LAST 2 days of 2013!

Overall, I feel really grateful to have had a splendid 2013. Thank you god for all that you have given me and for the many happy memories I had :) For now, one of the most significant highlight would have been getting into a relationship with teddy. Somehow he knows how to make me happy and also know when I am upset or annoyed, whereby during these instances he will pay even more attention to me and makes sure I know he cares. Went to river safari on christmas day with him and his family, which was quite enjoyable though we were pretty much exhausted by 12pm hahah went for an awesome lunch at Bah Soon Pa road before heading back to his place when we took a nap. Had dinner and then asked him to drive me back earlier cos I had unfinished work! Then on sat, we went causeway point to watch 47 ronin cos I was lazy to travel and had loads of work to do. He didn't complain and came to pick me up before going there together :) Turned out to be quite a nice movie! Told him it didn't sound very interesting when I read the review and he felt so apologetic making me watch it, but turned out to be different from what I expected hehe. On sunday, he invited me to join his friends at his house for a BBQ party but I had to do the slides for my project so I rejected him. He was very understanding about it and asked me out again on new year's eve which is tomorrow!

Just finished my intermediate yoga class and I finally feel more alive! Haven't been exercising much the past week but I shall go back to my hardworking workout routine soon! hehe jiayouuuu! Must strive to be fitter and healthier. Lost some weight and my friends said I look even better now but teddy doesn't want me to lose weight hahah he is always asking me to eat more while motivating me to continue working out so that I will stay healthy.

Hoping to end 2013 on a good note and hope 2014 will be even better!!!!! CHEERS and to a better and more awesome life ahead! Pray that me and my family and teddy and his family will stay happy, healthy and live long after ^^

An unexpected event

So after driving, zy suddenly called me to tell me that his brother and ana met with an accident and asked if I could go over to help in their spring cleaning. He was still in shock which I can totally imagine. I was actually on the way home preparing to take a nap but I rushed down and bought yakitori rice for him although he said he only wanted a bun because he wasn't in the mood to eat! Cabbed down from bishan to his place and luckily his brother and ana only suffered minor injuries! Helped out a bit in the spring cleaning which actl felt like a drama scene from a korean drama cos he had the mirror doors just like full house lol hahahah he was really thankful that I went down last minute even though I wasn't a great help. Then he told me to go home and rest after a while and since he couldn't fetch me home cos his car was wrecked, he gave me cabfare and walked me to the bus stop. These small gestures makes me feel appreciated and happy :) After all this time,I can tell that he has a kind heart as even though his brother wrecked his car and his dad who is more biased towards his bro, scolded him for not going out to buy lunch instead, he was still more worried about his brother's welfare and did not complain about his car being damaged, resulting in him being unable to use the car for a while. Love you dear.

My 23rd birthday

Felt like a really blessed girl ytd, thank you god for letting me have such beautiful memories <3 Daddy and mummy took leave yesterday specially for me, we went to have lunch at shabu sai and then shopped around for a bit. Camwhored for damn long with the christmas decorations ahahah poor daddy had to entertain us cos me and mummy were damn demanding about the photos quality. Then went for dinner with teddy, he picked me up at my place at 615 and when I went downstairs, I saw my handsome boy holding a bouquet behind his body hahah come to think of it, its my first huge bouquet from a guy and it was really pretty!! Then went for dinner at Myclan at outram park which was damn posh haha it was quite an expensive place and it was funny how both of us kept laughing cos we were the first ones to finish eating while the rest of the customers were slowly savouring their meals and it was a lil too posh for us. Then a totally epic moment happened when I realised the card he gave me was missing! We were headed to an icecream parlour at hou gang (I can't recall the name now) when I suddenly couldnt find the card! He was damn nice and didn't get angry or upset about it and even comforted me when I was upset. In the end he drove all the way back just to attempt to find it. AND he managed to find it at the parking lot where we were just now! hahahah damn drama I practically jumped and gave him a tight hug at the instance he told me that he loves me. :)

Daddy and mummy also found out about him ytd cos it was too obvious to hide about the flowers. They aren't very approving because he's 8 months younger but I think if he is nice and cares about me, age doesn't really matter right. Hope they won't worry about me and really hope me and teddy can continue to be happy forever!

Nearing the end of 2013

2013 has been quite a good year for me and I am really thankful for the happy moments in my life <3 What I would consider significant will be the completion of FYP, graduation ceremony, graduation trip to Europe, graduation night, getting closer to more pharmacy friends, meeting teddy and his really nice family, meeting nice colleagues everywhere I go (To me, the environment is most important so even though the work may get mundane, the people keeps it alive!Thanks so much my dears at mount E, gleneagles, retail and novena! So happy to be able to click very well with them :) , studio M staycation with JC classmates and parkway D&D.

This year I would say I was blessed with lady luck and there were quite a few guys who were interested to know me better. Some of them were weird like Jan (I actually had a big crush on him and cried when he said we were incompatible, but after a few months of going out with him, I realised he isn't what I thought him to be and even got to the point when I felt so repulsed by him, but some are really nice like J and I'm really glad we became good friends. I'm sure you will get a super awesome girl soon :) In the end, I chose teddy and I would say I don't regret my choice hehe.

In the mood to dedicate a post to teddy hahaha honestly, I think I can get quite princessy at times and have many mood swings to the extent that sometimes I will just feel angsty and don't feel like talking to anybody even him. But he always initiates the conversation and also plan when and where to meet etc. Till now, I have left everything to him cos to me, I feel that if he wants to see him, he will put in effort to plan hehe which I know isn't really fair. I practise double standard I know heh. At the start of the year, I really didnt even consider the idea that we will be together one day. But surprisingly, we have been getting along fine till now :) Somehow, he knows when I am feeling moody or something and he will try to cheer me up like sending pics of quotes like "I will do anything to hold your hand" when I was angry at some minor thing and "The right person is still gonna think the sun shines out of your ass. Be it good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty what have you." But of course, I still don't dare to think too far ahead knowing the volatility of relationships and how people can suddenly fall out of love so suddenly, looking around at my friends. Still, I cherish this relationship and I hope it will last :) Thank you for walking into my life and making me know that there is someone outside who showers me with care and love just like my family. Never thought it was possible for guys like this to exist anymore.

Went for BBQ at his place ytd night which reminds me of my first visit to his house which coincidentally was a BBQ dinner too haha. When I asked him why he kept staring at me when we were cuddling together, he replied that "I like looking at you and picturing us together." :) It is also really cute how he keeps telling me that "You are mine" haha and I can't believe that he said that my secondary sch pic was cute eeew I was so disturbed by it that I hid it from timeline but somehow I guess it still appeared on news feed haha. He told me that he was thinking that I changed so much, I was cute then and now I am pretty. What warmed my heart was also when he said it didn't matter to him when I told him that I had a jutting bone from my spinal cord which makes me look a lil hunched. Reminded me about how my ex was quite mindful of my jutted bone haha.

Feeling blessed

Work last week was joyful as we spent the afternoon preparing for our carol performance on friday. On thurs we went for christmas lightup at mount E novena after our case presentation. The free buffet was really good hahah then friday we had fun caroling at Mount E lobby and then buffet-time again heheh. So much fun to bring joy to the crowd as they sang along with us hahah! Went for stocktake on sunday early in the morning :( but lucky it ended early hehe went back home to rest for a while before going to parthi's wedding! =D

So happy for him hahah he was flashing a bright smile all the time which we all said we didnt even see it when he was doing lab with us hahahah. After that, teddy came to pick me up ^^ went his place to chill for awhile before he sent me home yay! Met him for lunch at soup restaurant at causeway point today cos I told him I need to prepare for my journal presentation so cannot go too far, so he picked me up and sent me back :) Tiny gestures like these make me happy! Thanks dear!

On another note, hope I don't get slaughtered tmr for my journal presentation haha hope everything goes well! :)

Nostalgia

Sudden waves of nostalgia are hitting me today hahah especially when I browse through old photos. So much has changed since year 1, the people around me and even me. Well, I know that we should always look forward, move on and be contented with our lives :) I will try, even though its human nature to reminisce about the past. But I should be happy that now I have teddy by my side :) Even though he isn't romantic, but whenever I show the slightest sign of displeasure or anger, he will apologise and try to make me happy. Went his place on friday for dinner and he told me that he "forgot" to tell me that his grandma and uncle was coming over haha lol I think cos he knew if he told me beforehand, I wouldnt have gone. Anw his cousins are quite cute and kept calling me "Biao Sau" LOL. Then while watching tv, he told me that his grandma likes me haha. And its actually quite cute when he kept mentioning that his aunt was also older than his uncle by 1 year, reassuring me again that age doesn't matter.
It's of course not sweet all the time and sometimes he annoys me hahah but I guess if we both remain true to each other and put in effort, hopefully we can have a lasting relationship. Honestly, getting over relationships aren't a pleasant feeling and you spend days thinking about the happy past and wondering if you made the right decision on giving up. So I sincerely hope I wouldn't have to go through that phase again. :)

Towards a healthier me!

Have been very hardworking the past week hehe after not being very consistent in my workouts the previous weeks.
Mon: Yoga
Tues: 4km run
Wed-Sun: Different fitness videos including zumba, bikini blaster and some random dance workouts which really got me sweating profusely.

And i have signed up for zumba class on tues! Its starting this week, hope it will be fun whee! Have been going for weekly driving lessons on sunday too, parallel parking is really not easy hahah. Somehow, doing physical fitness and learning new stuff makes me feel more alive. Cos it makes me feel like there's more to life than just work, work and work. Honestly, am really amazed at how hardworking my friends are! But I guess its also cos they have no choice. For me, after work, I really really detest doing any work-related stuff cos it should be my me-time when I get to do stuff I enjoy =D

Anw just hope I will be able to see results and get a much toner and slim body haha it gives me a sense of fulfilment when I fit into nice dresses and feel more confident about myself! Zy is going to have finals soon and he seems to be having a really tough time so I made him a welfare pack hahah. But y2s2 and y3s1 are the sems that are really KILLER, hope he can pull it through.

Don't expect too much

So I happened to read some of the past whatsapp texts from zy and I still find it amazing how we progressed over the months. Happy to say, up to now he still treats me with care although the compliments are lesser than when he was trying to chase me hahah. Met up with him for dinner at his place on wed and fri. Then headed to his place again on sat after pss and had sushi tei for dinner. On all the occasions, he always fall asleep for an h ard 9+ just when I wanted to go home haha so I was actually a lil impatient and annoyed. Somehow he managed to sense it and held my hand throughout the journey when driving me back. Am I being too unreasonable but sometimes I get bored when he's asleep?Which is like everytime and if his place was within walking distance from the met, I would have gone home by myself. But come to think of it, he is actually very nice to drive me back whenever I want to leave and also doesn't complain when he wasn't able to sleep all the way. I should really learn to be more understanding since he's my teddy :)
Oh and guess I have to tell mummy and daddy about him soon hahah they keep pestering my lil sis to ask if I am dating someone. Zy was also asking me if my parents knew about him. Not that I find him embarrassing or anything, just that my mummy will be so naggy and will keep questioning about where we went or what we did whenever I go out. Which was why I chose to remain silent about it. Oh and his mum bought me a super pretty kenneth cole watch which I love max. Kinda unfair how I have been hanging out with his family so much but mine doesn't even know about him right except for my sis haha. Sorry teddy.

I think I'm in love

To start getting used to having someone constantly in your life is honestly quite a scary feeling since life is so unpredictable. When you start falling in love with someone and to an extent, begin depending on him, it makes you wonder if this will last forever. And what if it does't? Your heart will be broken into thousand pieces and you will have to start learning to live everyday alone by yourself. I think I am quite an independent person and hence I always try to do things myself and not rely on others unless its really unmanageable. That is why I always try not to devote too much feelings to any particular person, and at the start of the rs when he told me he loves me, although I replied that I love him too but I wasn't actually totally sure. But recently, I think he has taken up a huge part of my heart which is warming but yet scary at the same time.

Now, I am quite sure I am starting to place more trust in zy as his actions so far have proven to me that he is a reliable support :) Although he is not a romantic, but he will always shower me with care, hugs and kisses. Awhile ago when he was struggling with school work, and hence became less active with his phone, he held me in his arms and told him how apologetic he felt when he was too tired with rugby, assignments and also cos he kept falling sick to message me continuously throughout the day. There were days when I didn't want to reply his msges cos it was lag or somedays when I was just pmsing but he never failed to get in touch with me again to ask me how my day was <3 Really thankful for his efforts.

I guess its also obvious how much I mean to him when he constantly tries to integrate me into his life be it rugby, dinner gatherings etc. He persuaded me to go learn a bit of touch rugby and watch him play on sat morn at housing. He is quite serious when it comes to games and its kinda amusing how he really doesn't make an effort to mingle with other people but was solely interested in playing only. I guess its good in a way since he is less likely to flirt around? hahaha so ytd he picked me up and drove to housing, then dabaoed nasi lemak and headed back to his place. Had a cosy nap :) feels so nice and warm to hug my teddy while sleeping. After that we went to the satay club with his family to celeb his bro's bday. Met him 3 times this wk ^^ actually it was going to be the fourth time but I have to do my presentation slides today :(
I love you teddy and I hope our rs can blossom.

Why does the mind and heart contradict each other?

Sometimes I find it really difficult to feel contented even though I know I am a really lucky girl already! I really hate this part of me too but I dunno why my expectations just start to increase and I will unknowingly try to pick on minor faults. Teddy is really quite nice to me already though he doesn't have much time for me and he is contented with just going on super simple dates. But I have always wanted someone who is hardworking, chooses work over fun, does not club or drink anymore. So why is the bitchy part of me starting to feel uncontented and keep wanting more? Maybe the problem really lies with me, he lets me go out and have fun and even tells me to enjoy myself even though he is struggling with school work etc. Ugh I should really learn to count my blessings but honestly I do wish he will be a lil more romantic and spring surprises to make life more fun :)

Don't be a woman who needs a man, be the woman a man needs

Today zy told me again "What would I do without you?" haha that makes me even more convinced to stay by his side and try to support him :) I had the day off since it was hari raya haji and he asked me to go over his place to study with him and keep him company. Haha studied a little bit and spent some time together <3 Then went out with his family for dinner at shin kushinya where we had a yummyyy japanese feast haha his parents are really kind to me :) His mum even bought a Aobali wallet when she went overseas previously haha so touched! ^^ Tmr i have unofficial leave hehe so I feel really happy now haha thank you god and I really hope my life will continue to be so awesome!

You only live once, but if you live it right, once is enough

Life's good for now! :) Went singing with some of the pharm ppl ytd and it was really fun to catch up with ppl I havent seen in a long time! Glad that everybody is doing well and overall I was v thankful for a happy sat! After that went to meet teddy for a seafood feast at his place and then we went to eat tauhway at the bean workshop and selegie road! Workwise, I actl coincidentally met this person twice at 313 and then on mrt back home hahah he's my eyecandy at work heh but he doesnt seem that awesome-looking up close when he came to talk to me haha. From far, he looked so much like "ding li wei" in the taiwan drama! Anw, I shld focus more on my teddy who is so nice to me :)

Oh and I have also been trying to keep a more active lifestyle which includes yoga, aerobics and runs hahah cant waitt till prereg is over then I can get a gym membership and go for dance and zumba classes ^^

Blessed

Hello I am currently feeling like a super blessed girl ^^ cos I am enjoying my work as it is the retail rotation at taka; where my preceptor is super nice and the 2 new colleagues I just met are super nice and I can get along really well with them :) No idea how I am gonna to survive my other inpatient rotations after being on "holiday" for so long hahah but well just see how things go.

Also feeling lucky that my bf still dotes on me even though I have my unreasonable days. There was this occasion when I suddenly felt so disappointed and started crying after he changed plans. It was a super minor change because he thought I only worked half day on sat but actually it was a full day so I was throwing a tantrum and decided not to meet him for dinner in the end. Not only was he not angry, but was instead so worried and kept trying to cheer me up. <3 Said he respected my decision and he brought me to Delicious cafe the next day for good food to make me happy. When my sis heard the story, she was like "omg, you are so demanding" then I realised how nice he actl was to tolerate me. Honestly,all along I had always thought that I was super undemanding but I guess bystanders get the clearer picture =p Anw, I find myself feeling more attraction towards him now than ever. Before this, there have been many days when I suddenly become very cold to him, not even bothering to reply some of his msges but he will always initiate to continue the convo and wish me good morn/night. It has been eight months plus alr so I guess its really not infatuation on his part? Hahah well but matters of the heart are still not so simple, but I really hope our rs will flourish and blossom :)

Thoughts

When someone tells you that you look hot even when I was wearing specs clad in t-shirt and fbt, it kinda warms my heart <3 But yet sometimes there is still this unsatisfied nagging voice at the back of the mind complaining about why I don't get to go on fun dates and instead most of the time we just hang around at his house doing some work or watching tv or go out for dinners. Actually I kinda like doing nothing at times and just nua at his place since it is so spacious and comfy haha. Maybe I am just being too greedy and should really come back down to earth. I mean, what is obviously more important is to have a guy who clearly expresses his care towards you and showers you with hugs and kisses right. Love is being able to be more accommodating towards each other and even though he is not a guy who is full of life and fun plans, but at least he is not a partier interested in only having fun. I really should be contented with what I have :) Thank you god.

Learn to cherish

"Choose someone who does not only feel lucky to have you, but is willing to risk everything just to keep you". I guess this is true as we tend to take things for granted at times and think that there are other better catches out there, and over time we may start to get used to the person or even get annoyed by some of their little habits.

Well, to be honest, there are times when I wish he wasn't still schooling, had more money to bring me out on nice dates etc but I think I should be thankful and blessed that he is a honest guy who isn't afraid of expressing his affection and care for me :) On Sunday when he fell asleep again, i decided to leave his house by myself but had to ask his brother to open the door for me who in the end drove me to bishan. On the way to bishan, zy woke up and called me in a super panicky tone and asked me where I was. When I insisted i could go home by myself from bishan, he actually said "Please don't be like that, stay at bishan, I coming to fetch you now." Turned out he thought he kicked me or sth in his sleep which was why I was angry so i left hahaha aww. He actually rushed down the stairs to drive though his ankle was still injured and told me that I scared the living shits out of him, making his heart race super fast. At times like these, though he may not be a romantic, it kinda warms my heart to know that someone is so concerned for me :) I really should thank my lucky stars and not instead complain that he is still schooling and stuff.

So FUCKING PISSED

Don't demand too much from people when they already treat you nicely can? Shut the fuck up and stop giving me crap about helping out with the chores. I am fucking doing my case presentation and u have to pick on me when I stay at home on a public holiday to accompany you? Haven't I been da-paoing you meals everytime I am free? Now u just give me shit, I have been coming home almost everyday for dinner just so I can buy for you also. While mei is busy with camps and trips,and now u just complain cos I sleep early since I have to wake up fucking early everyday. Seriously what the fuck man?! I am supposed to be happily enjoying my well-deserved holidays ok, FUCK!

Reflections

My mum just fell badly a couple of days ago and had stitches on her head. Made me realise the importance of family and how much I treasure them, but I can't help feeling annoyed whenever she cares about her face so much and is excessively tidying up the house just cos her friends are coming over. But well, got to understand that afterall she is still my beloved mum and I wouldnt know what to do without her.

Had a minor disagreement with zy the other day, cos he liked a page which I found was very disrespectful to me, though I understand guys are just guys and we have to accept the fact that they are horny creatures with raging hormones. Ignored his multiple texts and calls the entire day and he told me he was really scared when I met up with him the next day. I can feel that his feelings are really true to me, and I really like his company. But with that being said, there is still this nagging feeling at the back of my head that we may not be compatible with each other, esp with his on-off habit. But he doesnt do it around me and there's no smell but sighh I don't really know. But its a first that I feel really cared of and treasured.And I guess its a plus that he no longer drinks or clubs and is very family-oriented :)

Life of a working adult

No idea how to privatise my blog so I just changed the name and removed the picture LOL. Anyway, now that work has officially started, I kinda miss my carefree days. Today is my precious sunday which I believe will fly by very quickly. But I guess Parkway is slacker than other restructured hospitals which I hope will continue to remain this way :) I don't see a point in being overly stressed during pre-reg after what we have gone through in the 4 years. Now, I just hope to have a healthy work-life balance and enjoy life as much as I can first :)

Ytd went to watch despicable me 2 and zy's house for a impromptu BBQ dinner. Anw, his house is really huge lol. His bro and gf were really easy and fun to talk to haha and his parents were friendly :) Honestly, I was a lil worried that things were becoming serious, esp now that we are going through pretty different stages in life, with him still being a student while I a working adult. Well, just see how things go first ba, i guess :) Hope I will stay happy with my choice.

Wishlist

Haven't officially started work but I already have many plans of what I want to do with my salary hahahha.
1) Get driving license
2) Get a nice camera =D Then I can camwhore more and capture the precious moments of my life hehe
3) Salonvim hair makeover
4) Lasik
5) Second-hand car
6) Chanel/Prada bag
7) Facials at Beautiinstinct (snow white despigment)

Oh man, gotta control myself though, can't be spending so much money hahah well but one can always have dreams right? =D

Grad trip ^^

Back from my 2wks europe grad trip with my fav pharm girls <3 It was really tiring at times, lugging our heavy luggage around every 1/2 days to go to a different hotel or apartment. Had difficulty handling my luggage at first and my dears were always ever-ready to help me! Thought i was strong but turned out otherwise. But, I am glad to say after a few days, I managed to lift my luggage up the steep stairs myself =D Really thankful for this experience and had loads of fun even though I cant rmb most of the places we went to hahaha and they started entertaining themselves by quizzing me. Had a lot of epic experiences this trip and I believe they will be etched in my memory.

Shall list down some of the most epic moments in case I forget haha:

1)Missing trains:
Forgot that the train carriages will split and ended up taking the wrong carriage back to the same station. Waited for 1h for the next train. Then, while on board the next train, I went to the toilet which was quite far away and they were so scared when they couldnt find me. Ended up missing the stop and had to alight at the next one. Waited for another 1.5h before the correct train arrived. In the end, we spent 4h to arrive in Gengenbaurg which was actl a short journey. Thankfully, we found the situation amusing and just self-entertained. So glad they didnt blame me hahaha

2)Overfriendly foreigners:
At a park in i-forgot-where-heh, an angmoh told jiayuan that his asian friend was interested in making friends with her ahhahaha.
At a cafe, one of the waiter kept touching jiaying and even refused to let her leave and we had to pull her away and ran away tgt hahaha.
Outside a bar, a random guy suddenly pulled my leg and rested his head on my leg, refusing to budge until clement pulled him away.


3)Drinking adventures
Drank almost everyday during the trip hahah during the first few nights in Paris, zhixue treated us to beers and wines. In germany, we went to stuggart which is this super chill place with great food and their beers was quite nice but didnt get to try the dark ones though :( Then clement brought us to this bar in Belgium with over 200 beers from the tap which was kinda cool, but some of the beers tasted awful. Played some games cos sj and jy couldnt drink and we wanted to finish the drinks. Then went to the irish bar beside our hostel in Amsterdam and had my fav guinness. The next day, clement's friends brought us to the Molly Malone irish bar and had guinness again. Had fun interacting with the super tall guy johnathan and his other friends. Boarded a ferry to the eye museum where there was this super nice cafe=D

4) Cruises
Cruises were my favouritest part of the trip esp the one down rhine valley=D So grateful it didnt rain and we got to enjoy the scenic view! Took the chairlift and what was epic was our long-distance sprint from chairlift back to pier to catch our ferry. I managed to sprint to the pier just in time to ask the person to let us on board cos the ferry was actl preparing to depart alr. Hahaha we were all out of breath cos the dist was not a joke. HAHA sj jy they all commented that I was better in running than walking and climbing stairs. Cos during philosopher's walk, I was a total walking zombie with my shades on and just forcing myself to walk. hahaha dunno why I always felt dazed during the day and my energy level was up only during evening and night. Jy said I had reverse jetlag hahaha

5)Amsterdam red light district
HAHAH this was truly an eye-opening experience. The streets of Amsterdam in the day is totally different from that in the night time. Sexy girls wearing bikinis and some even in lingerie were hidden behind glass panels and they would flirt with guys on the streets. Wouldnt trust any guy who stayed in Amsterdam for a long period of time hahah

Ok, that would be all for now =D Can't wait for jiayuan and angeline to upload our photos then I can better recall more stuff that happened!^^

:(

2 more exams and I am officially done with exams^^ Feeling a bit sad cos zy ps-ed me ytd.Was supposed to study tgt but he woke up late. Actl it wasnt his fault cos I didnt confirm with him but I couldnt help being annoyed ytd. He was actl v nice abt it and kept calling me to clarify. But I didnt reply his last msg and he hasnt contacted me till now:( Usu he will initiate again hmm maybe I am making too much fuss over this. But I waited awhile for him so not rly being totally unreasonable right? Heck, study nat pdts first!

Life's good

With the printing of the ppster finally, it marks the end of FYP :) Feel so happy and unbelivable that its really ending! Became closer to a lot of pharm friends whom I didnt interact much previously and also very thankful to all the people who listened to my rants whenever I was faced with obstacles! Now,there's only 3wks of sch left, feeling really glad that we all survived through these 4yrs, there were happy days, emo days, angsty days etc. Gonna miss getting to see my dear friends everyday though but now I just feel very blessed that the 4yrs of sch is coming to an end^^ This last sem has been quite enjoyable,met zy at random spots in sch I have never explored haha, also I have been more proactive in going out and choosing to enjoy myself instead of just plain mugging :) Overall, I am a lucky girl :)

Ytd went to MBS pool with mann thanks to anyi <3 which was a refreshing experience :) Hope to have more new and enjoyable experiences YAY

Cant wait to graduate!

So we finally handed in our final report which was a mini delight! =D Went to clarke quay for dinner to celebrate angeline's birthday in advance. Now just left oral presentation and poster presentation, YAY just hope everything goes smoothly and I can graduate safely. Havent started studying at all this sem! Ytd went to boat quay to celebrate St Pat's day which was an eye-opener :) Had balloons and face-painting for free ^^ After that, we went to esplanade for the mosaic music festival which was quite boring but still an overall nice day out! :)

Fun night out

Ytd went zouk with mann, angel and some of the pharm ppl like jaryl, jason, marvin, mavin and had an enjoyable night ^^ finally enjoyed myself during the recess wk aft spending most of it in the lab! They took really good care of me and I realised that he was really concerned about me. Right now, I am in a dilemma, why did they come tgt at the same time?I am confused and unsure whther I will make the right choice.Really hope no feelings get hurt though

Fucking fyp

Oh god I really feel suffocated w fyp, spending hours in the lab without getting the desired results.And its even more saddening that almost everybody finished alr omg I really hope to survive till the final sem! Cant it just be fast forwarded?:( this is my final and worst sem, dont even get to spend more time with my fav friends cos I m like permanently doing fyp FML. Thankful for the people who stand by my side and listen to me whine <3

"your eyes, nose, lips are sparkling"
"you are mine at least for tonight"
"too good to be true"
"I promise to make u happy first cos I am already very happy when I am with you"

Words that make you go awwww

:)

Feeling happy for now, with the exception of fyp! :) really hope the damn fyp can be completed soon!!! Watched ah boys to men 2 which turned out to be really funny!

Be positive

Its already 2013 and CNY is coming again! YAY CNY is my fav festive season cos I can wear new clothes, visit relatives and friends, take nice photos! =D But as for now, I just feel very sian cos of FYP and the heavy school workload, like seriously I have the shittiest timetable out of all my other friends who are in their final year too. Cant wait to graduate and now I am actually not so dreading pre-reg cos I am going to Parkway which is considerably slacker than other public hospitals. So hopefully, can have a healthy work-life balance :) Hope I made the right choice of choosing it over TTSH!
Okay, so my new year resolution is to survive FYP and school and really hope to get through it very soon! Meanwhile, I shall try to enjoy my final yr by chilling with friends. Really thankful for my friends and family; wouldnt know what to do without them :)