2013 has been quite a good year for me and I am really thankful for the happy moments in my life <3 What I would consider significant will be the completion of FYP, graduation ceremony, graduation trip to Europe, graduation night, getting closer to more pharmacy friends, meeting teddy and his really nice family, meeting nice colleagues everywhere I go (To me, the environment is most important so even though the work may get mundane, the people keeps it alive!Thanks so much my dears at mount E, gleneagles, retail and novena! So happy to be able to click very well with them :) , studio M staycation with JC classmates and parkway D&D.
This year I would say I was blessed with lady luck and there were quite a few guys who were interested to know me better. Some of them were weird like Jan (I actually had a big crush on him and cried when he said we were incompatible, but after a few months of going out with him, I realised he isn't what I thought him to be and even got to the point when I felt so repulsed by him, but some are really nice like J and I'm really glad we became good friends. I'm sure you will get a super awesome girl soon :) In the end, I chose teddy and I would say I don't regret my choice hehe.
In the mood to dedicate a post to teddy hahaha honestly, I think I can get quite princessy at times and have many mood swings to the extent that sometimes I will just feel angsty and don't feel like talking to anybody even him. But he always initiates the conversation and also plan when and where to meet etc. Till now, I have left everything to him cos to me, I feel that if he wants to see him, he will put in effort to plan hehe which I know isn't really fair. I practise double standard I know heh. At the start of the year, I really didnt even consider the idea that we will be together one day. But surprisingly, we have been getting along fine till now :) Somehow, he knows when I am feeling moody or something and he will try to cheer me up like sending pics of quotes like "I will do anything to hold your hand" when I was angry at some minor thing and "The right person is still gonna think the sun shines out of your ass. Be it good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty what have you." But of course, I still don't dare to think too far ahead knowing the volatility of relationships and how people can suddenly fall out of love so suddenly, looking around at my friends. Still, I cherish this relationship and I hope it will last :) Thank you for walking into my life and making me know that there is someone outside who showers me with care and love just like my family. Never thought it was possible for guys like this to exist anymore.
Went for BBQ at his place ytd night which reminds me of my first visit to his house which coincidentally was a BBQ dinner too haha. When I asked him why he kept staring at me when we were cuddling together, he replied that "I like looking at you and picturing us together." :) It is also really cute how he keeps telling me that "You are mine" haha and I can't believe that he said that my secondary sch pic was cute eeew I was so disturbed by it that I hid it from timeline but somehow I guess it still appeared on news feed haha. He told me that he was thinking that I changed so much, I was cute then and now I am pretty. What warmed my heart was also when he said it didn't matter to him when I told him that I had a jutting bone from my spinal cord which makes me look a lil hunched. Reminded me about how my ex was quite mindful of my jutted bone haha.
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