An unexpected event

So after driving, zy suddenly called me to tell me that his brother and ana met with an accident and asked if I could go over to help in their spring cleaning. He was still in shock which I can totally imagine. I was actually on the way home preparing to take a nap but I rushed down and bought yakitori rice for him although he said he only wanted a bun because he wasn't in the mood to eat! Cabbed down from bishan to his place and luckily his brother and ana only suffered minor injuries! Helped out a bit in the spring cleaning which actl felt like a drama scene from a korean drama cos he had the mirror doors just like full house lol hahahah he was really thankful that I went down last minute even though I wasn't a great help. Then he told me to go home and rest after a while and since he couldn't fetch me home cos his car was wrecked, he gave me cabfare and walked me to the bus stop. These small gestures makes me feel appreciated and happy :) After all this time,I can tell that he has a kind heart as even though his brother wrecked his car and his dad who is more biased towards his bro, scolded him for not going out to buy lunch instead, he was still more worried about his brother's welfare and did not complain about his car being damaged, resulting in him being unable to use the car for a while. Love you dear.

My 23rd birthday

Felt like a really blessed girl ytd, thank you god for letting me have such beautiful memories <3 Daddy and mummy took leave yesterday specially for me, we went to have lunch at shabu sai and then shopped around for a bit. Camwhored for damn long with the christmas decorations ahahah poor daddy had to entertain us cos me and mummy were damn demanding about the photos quality. Then went for dinner with teddy, he picked me up at my place at 615 and when I went downstairs, I saw my handsome boy holding a bouquet behind his body hahah come to think of it, its my first huge bouquet from a guy and it was really pretty!! Then went for dinner at Myclan at outram park which was damn posh haha it was quite an expensive place and it was funny how both of us kept laughing cos we were the first ones to finish eating while the rest of the customers were slowly savouring their meals and it was a lil too posh for us. Then a totally epic moment happened when I realised the card he gave me was missing! We were headed to an icecream parlour at hou gang (I can't recall the name now) when I suddenly couldnt find the card! He was damn nice and didn't get angry or upset about it and even comforted me when I was upset. In the end he drove all the way back just to attempt to find it. AND he managed to find it at the parking lot where we were just now! hahahah damn drama I practically jumped and gave him a tight hug at the instance he told me that he loves me. :)

Daddy and mummy also found out about him ytd cos it was too obvious to hide about the flowers. They aren't very approving because he's 8 months younger but I think if he is nice and cares about me, age doesn't really matter right. Hope they won't worry about me and really hope me and teddy can continue to be happy forever!

Nearing the end of 2013

2013 has been quite a good year for me and I am really thankful for the happy moments in my life <3 What I would consider significant will be the completion of FYP, graduation ceremony, graduation trip to Europe, graduation night, getting closer to more pharmacy friends, meeting teddy and his really nice family, meeting nice colleagues everywhere I go (To me, the environment is most important so even though the work may get mundane, the people keeps it alive!Thanks so much my dears at mount E, gleneagles, retail and novena! So happy to be able to click very well with them :) , studio M staycation with JC classmates and parkway D&D.

This year I would say I was blessed with lady luck and there were quite a few guys who were interested to know me better. Some of them were weird like Jan (I actually had a big crush on him and cried when he said we were incompatible, but after a few months of going out with him, I realised he isn't what I thought him to be and even got to the point when I felt so repulsed by him, but some are really nice like J and I'm really glad we became good friends. I'm sure you will get a super awesome girl soon :) In the end, I chose teddy and I would say I don't regret my choice hehe.

In the mood to dedicate a post to teddy hahaha honestly, I think I can get quite princessy at times and have many mood swings to the extent that sometimes I will just feel angsty and don't feel like talking to anybody even him. But he always initiates the conversation and also plan when and where to meet etc. Till now, I have left everything to him cos to me, I feel that if he wants to see him, he will put in effort to plan hehe which I know isn't really fair. I practise double standard I know heh. At the start of the year, I really didnt even consider the idea that we will be together one day. But surprisingly, we have been getting along fine till now :) Somehow, he knows when I am feeling moody or something and he will try to cheer me up like sending pics of quotes like "I will do anything to hold your hand" when I was angry at some minor thing and "The right person is still gonna think the sun shines out of your ass. Be it good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty what have you." But of course, I still don't dare to think too far ahead knowing the volatility of relationships and how people can suddenly fall out of love so suddenly, looking around at my friends. Still, I cherish this relationship and I hope it will last :) Thank you for walking into my life and making me know that there is someone outside who showers me with care and love just like my family. Never thought it was possible for guys like this to exist anymore.

Went for BBQ at his place ytd night which reminds me of my first visit to his house which coincidentally was a BBQ dinner too haha. When I asked him why he kept staring at me when we were cuddling together, he replied that "I like looking at you and picturing us together." :) It is also really cute how he keeps telling me that "You are mine" haha and I can't believe that he said that my secondary sch pic was cute eeew I was so disturbed by it that I hid it from timeline but somehow I guess it still appeared on news feed haha. He told me that he was thinking that I changed so much, I was cute then and now I am pretty. What warmed my heart was also when he said it didn't matter to him when I told him that I had a jutting bone from my spinal cord which makes me look a lil hunched. Reminded me about how my ex was quite mindful of my jutted bone haha.

Feeling blessed

Work last week was joyful as we spent the afternoon preparing for our carol performance on friday. On thurs we went for christmas lightup at mount E novena after our case presentation. The free buffet was really good hahah then friday we had fun caroling at Mount E lobby and then buffet-time again heheh. So much fun to bring joy to the crowd as they sang along with us hahah! Went for stocktake on sunday early in the morning :( but lucky it ended early hehe went back home to rest for a while before going to parthi's wedding! =D

So happy for him hahah he was flashing a bright smile all the time which we all said we didnt even see it when he was doing lab with us hahahah. After that, teddy came to pick me up ^^ went his place to chill for awhile before he sent me home yay! Met him for lunch at soup restaurant at causeway point today cos I told him I need to prepare for my journal presentation so cannot go too far, so he picked me up and sent me back :) Tiny gestures like these make me happy! Thanks dear!

On another note, hope I don't get slaughtered tmr for my journal presentation haha hope everything goes well! :)

Nostalgia

Sudden waves of nostalgia are hitting me today hahah especially when I browse through old photos. So much has changed since year 1, the people around me and even me. Well, I know that we should always look forward, move on and be contented with our lives :) I will try, even though its human nature to reminisce about the past. But I should be happy that now I have teddy by my side :) Even though he isn't romantic, but whenever I show the slightest sign of displeasure or anger, he will apologise and try to make me happy. Went his place on friday for dinner and he told me that he "forgot" to tell me that his grandma and uncle was coming over haha lol I think cos he knew if he told me beforehand, I wouldnt have gone. Anw his cousins are quite cute and kept calling me "Biao Sau" LOL. Then while watching tv, he told me that his grandma likes me haha. And its actually quite cute when he kept mentioning that his aunt was also older than his uncle by 1 year, reassuring me again that age doesn't matter.
It's of course not sweet all the time and sometimes he annoys me hahah but I guess if we both remain true to each other and put in effort, hopefully we can have a lasting relationship. Honestly, getting over relationships aren't a pleasant feeling and you spend days thinking about the happy past and wondering if you made the right decision on giving up. So I sincerely hope I wouldn't have to go through that phase again. :)

Towards a healthier me!

Have been very hardworking the past week hehe after not being very consistent in my workouts the previous weeks.
Mon: Yoga
Tues: 4km run
Wed-Sun: Different fitness videos including zumba, bikini blaster and some random dance workouts which really got me sweating profusely.

And i have signed up for zumba class on tues! Its starting this week, hope it will be fun whee! Have been going for weekly driving lessons on sunday too, parallel parking is really not easy hahah. Somehow, doing physical fitness and learning new stuff makes me feel more alive. Cos it makes me feel like there's more to life than just work, work and work. Honestly, am really amazed at how hardworking my friends are! But I guess its also cos they have no choice. For me, after work, I really really detest doing any work-related stuff cos it should be my me-time when I get to do stuff I enjoy =D

Anw just hope I will be able to see results and get a much toner and slim body haha it gives me a sense of fulfilment when I fit into nice dresses and feel more confident about myself! Zy is going to have finals soon and he seems to be having a really tough time so I made him a welfare pack hahah. But y2s2 and y3s1 are the sems that are really KILLER, hope he can pull it through.

Don't expect too much

So I happened to read some of the past whatsapp texts from zy and I still find it amazing how we progressed over the months. Happy to say, up to now he still treats me with care although the compliments are lesser than when he was trying to chase me hahah. Met up with him for dinner at his place on wed and fri. Then headed to his place again on sat after pss and had sushi tei for dinner. On all the occasions, he always fall asleep for an h ard 9+ just when I wanted to go home haha so I was actually a lil impatient and annoyed. Somehow he managed to sense it and held my hand throughout the journey when driving me back. Am I being too unreasonable but sometimes I get bored when he's asleep?Which is like everytime and if his place was within walking distance from the met, I would have gone home by myself. But come to think of it, he is actually very nice to drive me back whenever I want to leave and also doesn't complain when he wasn't able to sleep all the way. I should really learn to be more understanding since he's my teddy :)
Oh and guess I have to tell mummy and daddy about him soon hahah they keep pestering my lil sis to ask if I am dating someone. Zy was also asking me if my parents knew about him. Not that I find him embarrassing or anything, just that my mummy will be so naggy and will keep questioning about where we went or what we did whenever I go out. Which was why I chose to remain silent about it. Oh and his mum bought me a super pretty kenneth cole watch which I love max. Kinda unfair how I have been hanging out with his family so much but mine doesn't even know about him right except for my sis haha. Sorry teddy.