Reminiscence

So long since my last blog post hahah well life has been going quite well for me, now that I can go gym almost all the time and just rest whenever I want to. Just pray that me, my family, zy and his family will stay happy, healthy and safe for a long long time :) Really need to learn to be appreciative of whatever life has to offer :)

Melancholy

Indescribable feeling of sadness; feeling like I have let myself down. Even though I know it may not be so much of a big deal. I hope this soon will pass and I will be back to my happy confident self. No idea why but my tears just won't stop falling.

Dayre

Have been using dayre (dayre.me/chonghp) which is quite fun!! :)

Hello 2014!

Had an unofficial half day of work on new year's eve, ended at 1 pm ^^ After that, went to bugis to meet sijia, jiayuan and zhixue for lunch at MOF and did a bit of shopping! Then went Marche to meet zy for dinner, I was so full cos of the super late lunch so I didn't eat much. Felt like puking and was so sleepy to enjoy the dinner, but he didn't say anything and only encouraged me to eat more. I was such a bad dinner partner oops :/Went to walk a bit around orchard after that then in the end headed back to his place cos he said his place could view the fireworks. Turned out the view was obstructed :( and I kinda regretted not going to riverfront to watch the fireworks but I should be thankful that I had his company to watch the countdown this year right!Supposedly its 1314 (yi shen yi shi). No idea why I keep feeling this tinge of disappointment for not getting to watch the fireworks though :( Today is off day from work ^^ Had a good sleep but was supposed to go to his house and run together but he just told me his mum invited her work colleagues so I don't think I will be going over! Feels like a lonely new year's day and I didn't party last night, so wasted :( Well, just hope that 2014 will be a good good year please even though it didn't start with a BANG!

In the end I went to play tennis with yb hahah damn random and spontaneous but it was quite fun! Glad that I didn't lose touch with all my tennis skills and he said I played way better than expected for someone who didn't play for years alr! On a side note, love is as fragile as life especially seeing how many love stories end up with people being heartbroken etc. With that being said, it is no wonder how frightened I get when I realise how used I am to having teddy in my life. Hope we will have a happy ending! <3

LAST 2 days of 2013!

Overall, I feel really grateful to have had a splendid 2013. Thank you god for all that you have given me and for the many happy memories I had :) For now, one of the most significant highlight would have been getting into a relationship with teddy. Somehow he knows how to make me happy and also know when I am upset or annoyed, whereby during these instances he will pay even more attention to me and makes sure I know he cares. Went to river safari on christmas day with him and his family, which was quite enjoyable though we were pretty much exhausted by 12pm hahah went for an awesome lunch at Bah Soon Pa road before heading back to his place when we took a nap. Had dinner and then asked him to drive me back earlier cos I had unfinished work! Then on sat, we went causeway point to watch 47 ronin cos I was lazy to travel and had loads of work to do. He didn't complain and came to pick me up before going there together :) Turned out to be quite a nice movie! Told him it didn't sound very interesting when I read the review and he felt so apologetic making me watch it, but turned out to be different from what I expected hehe. On sunday, he invited me to join his friends at his house for a BBQ party but I had to do the slides for my project so I rejected him. He was very understanding about it and asked me out again on new year's eve which is tomorrow!

Just finished my intermediate yoga class and I finally feel more alive! Haven't been exercising much the past week but I shall go back to my hardworking workout routine soon! hehe jiayouuuu! Must strive to be fitter and healthier. Lost some weight and my friends said I look even better now but teddy doesn't want me to lose weight hahah he is always asking me to eat more while motivating me to continue working out so that I will stay healthy.

Hoping to end 2013 on a good note and hope 2014 will be even better!!!!! CHEERS and to a better and more awesome life ahead! Pray that me and my family and teddy and his family will stay happy, healthy and live long after ^^

An unexpected event

So after driving, zy suddenly called me to tell me that his brother and ana met with an accident and asked if I could go over to help in their spring cleaning. He was still in shock which I can totally imagine. I was actually on the way home preparing to take a nap but I rushed down and bought yakitori rice for him although he said he only wanted a bun because he wasn't in the mood to eat! Cabbed down from bishan to his place and luckily his brother and ana only suffered minor injuries! Helped out a bit in the spring cleaning which actl felt like a drama scene from a korean drama cos he had the mirror doors just like full house lol hahahah he was really thankful that I went down last minute even though I wasn't a great help. Then he told me to go home and rest after a while and since he couldn't fetch me home cos his car was wrecked, he gave me cabfare and walked me to the bus stop. These small gestures makes me feel appreciated and happy :) After all this time,I can tell that he has a kind heart as even though his brother wrecked his car and his dad who is more biased towards his bro, scolded him for not going out to buy lunch instead, he was still more worried about his brother's welfare and did not complain about his car being damaged, resulting in him being unable to use the car for a while. Love you dear.

My 23rd birthday

Felt like a really blessed girl ytd, thank you god for letting me have such beautiful memories <3 Daddy and mummy took leave yesterday specially for me, we went to have lunch at shabu sai and then shopped around for a bit. Camwhored for damn long with the christmas decorations ahahah poor daddy had to entertain us cos me and mummy were damn demanding about the photos quality. Then went for dinner with teddy, he picked me up at my place at 615 and when I went downstairs, I saw my handsome boy holding a bouquet behind his body hahah come to think of it, its my first huge bouquet from a guy and it was really pretty!! Then went for dinner at Myclan at outram park which was damn posh haha it was quite an expensive place and it was funny how both of us kept laughing cos we were the first ones to finish eating while the rest of the customers were slowly savouring their meals and it was a lil too posh for us. Then a totally epic moment happened when I realised the card he gave me was missing! We were headed to an icecream parlour at hou gang (I can't recall the name now) when I suddenly couldnt find the card! He was damn nice and didn't get angry or upset about it and even comforted me when I was upset. In the end he drove all the way back just to attempt to find it. AND he managed to find it at the parking lot where we were just now! hahahah damn drama I practically jumped and gave him a tight hug at the instance he told me that he loves me. :)

Daddy and mummy also found out about him ytd cos it was too obvious to hide about the flowers. They aren't very approving because he's 8 months younger but I think if he is nice and cares about me, age doesn't really matter right. Hope they won't worry about me and really hope me and teddy can continue to be happy forever!