Honestly, I feel really really bad now for having an extreme mood swing suddenly and ignoring poor zy for the entire day who didn't even know what was going on. I realised the main problem was because I made comparisons to other couples; thinking how blissful they are and can always go on fun and interesting dates. But I know we should never ever compare to other people. What is ultimately important is someone who truly cares about you and wants you to be happy.
Its the first time a guy treats me so nicely but sometimes I will have my stupid princess tantrums and take him for granted. I really must learn to appreciate him as he is turning out to be a precious gem in my life. I realise how accustomed I am to having him in my life which is actually scary. His eyes were actually teary and he rushed down to my place just because I was upset. What have I done to the poor soul? The boy who has always been very honest about his feelings towards me, initiates texts and meet ups <3 Said that he had been through enough trials and errors in the past and don't want to return to the state of misery, so he is going to hold on to me for as long as he can, and that he is going to do anything to make me happy.
I am sincerely very grateful to have him appear in my life.
