Sunday, September 29, 2013

Thoughts

When someone tells you that you look hot even when I was wearing specs clad in t-shirt and fbt, it kinda warms my heart <3 But yet sometimes there is still this unsatisfied nagging voice at the back of the mind complaining about why I don't get to go on fun dates and instead most of the time we just hang around at his house doing some work or watching tv or go out for dinners. Actually I kinda like doing nothing at times and just nua at his place since it is so spacious and comfy haha. Maybe I am just being too greedy and should really come back down to earth. I mean, what is obviously more important is to have a guy who clearly expresses his care towards you and showers you with hugs and kisses right. Love is being able to be more accommodating towards each other and even though he is not a guy who is full of life and fun plans, but at least he is not a partier interested in only having fun. I really should be contented with what I have :) Thank you god.

Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Learn to cherish

"Choose someone who does not only feel lucky to have you, but is willing to risk everything just to keep you". I guess this is true as we tend to take things for granted at times and think that there are other better catches out there, and over time we may start to get used to the person or even get annoyed by some of their little habits.

Well, to be honest, there are times when I wish he wasn't still schooling, had more money to bring me out on nice dates etc but I think I should be thankful and blessed that he is a honest guy who isn't afraid of expressing his affection and care for me :) On Sunday when he fell asleep again, i decided to leave his house by myself but had to ask his brother to open the door for me who in the end drove me to bishan. On the way to bishan, zy woke up and called me in a super panicky tone and asked me where I was. When I insisted i could go home by myself from bishan, he actually said "Please don't be like that, stay at bishan, I coming to fetch you now." Turned out he thought he kicked me or sth in his sleep which was why I was angry so i left hahaha aww. He actually rushed down the stairs to drive though his ankle was still injured and told me that I scared the living shits out of him, making his heart race super fast. At times like these, though he may not be a romantic, it kinda warms my heart to know that someone is so concerned for me :) I really should thank my lucky stars and not instead complain that he is still schooling and stuff.